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OH! MY! Gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

I am out of a job.I am out of a healing space.I am out of my mind with fear.I am falling and I cannot stop…I realize I created all this. […]

August 5, 2008 AKMPhoenix

The Phone Call

My phone rang. It was my good friend, Jen. We had talked earlier and it had been a bubbly, peppy talk so I wasn’t prepared for the quietness in her […]

July 10, 2008 AKMPhoenix

Fearing Genius

I discovered something incredible last night… I arrived quite late to Life Skills because I had chosen in to being in my genius and being available to support a couple […]

July 9, 2008 AKMPhoenix

AAAAaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh…

“He’s in jail,” his wife told me. I wasn’t sure how I wanted to respond. I felt anger, sadness and fear all at once. My former husband was in jail […]

June 23, 2008 AKMPhoenix

Blessed

I feel so blessed. I am creating a life worth living and feel grateful that my imagination and creativity is firing so boldly to move me forward in easeful, fun […]

June 1, 2008 AKMPhoenix

Here Today

The sun is here today. Yesterday was the hottest day of the year, here. We got up to over 90 degrees, which is the prediction for today, as well. Tomorrow, […]

May 20, 2008 AKMPhoenix

Saturday is a Special Day

…it used to be the day I got ready for Sunday so that I didn’t do anything too strenuous or “non-church” related. Now Saturday AND Sunday have become the weekend […]

May 3, 2008 AKMPhoenix

TT – Desire (Come and Get It)

Desire and I used to be intimate partners. She used to reside within the depths of my body, surging forth and meandering through my cells, setting me afire. She used […]

April 17, 2008 AKMPhoenix

Breathing…

I’m scared. AND I am breathing. Whew!I just called the temp agency I have worked with in the past to find my assistants. This time I am working with them […]

April 2, 2008 AKMPhoenix

TT – “Sisterhood”

It’s Saturday. I am finally addressing the Talk Thursday topic, Sisterhood “assigned” by Cele. When the assignment came down the wire, I was decidedly pissy about it and said as […]

March 29, 2008 AKMPhoenix

Time, Space and…

…and… so what would I want more of? Time, Space and Money? Time, Space and Sex? Time, Space and Love? Time, Space and Chocolate? Or, how about all of the […]

March 26, 2008 AKMPhoenix

Go! Go! Go!

My pattern in life, generally, is go, go, GO, GO, GO! GO! GO! CRASH!!! #$&$%*&$%$! I know this about myself and it is something I am wondering about. Wondering how […]

March 25, 2008 AKMPhoenix

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